I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I’ve been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I’ve been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs I know that it’s out there There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction And I’m open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
*bestie came over for awhile. out with jade! to taka n amk hub n chompchomp! oh ya petrol station too! amk hub's cathay opened! yeahh! watched "fuzz up". =)=) nice not badd! den to jer's hse. for 20mins.
i realised i'm seeing my frens more den *him. maybe i shdn't try too hard. let things be. dearest! where r u?!! sighh.
i'm growing up way to fast. adapting. is the way to go.
oh yaa!! i love thiss!!!
from tiff n co. (Paloma's Tenderness heart ring) so pretty rite! =)=) must save $$$!
tues: ding tai feng @ tm with jade n kboxed @ amk from 5-12. yes! jus the 2 of us! wed: worked. tuitioned. watched F4 with *bestie, bear, ber, ruru n lettie. =)=) out with darling after.
i love wed! work + frens + love time! all 3 in one. but it drains my energy! haha!
little things *u do at times, still makes me happy. but humans r insatiable. n that makes me one too. i guess tis is no turning back for me..
i miss *u. i really do.
miss the *u. this job turns *u into a monster. in fact, i hate this job. damnn.
but, have gotta be understanding. it's a job. *u like. i think.
1. back from japan almost 1wk ago. japan =) what more can i say? 2. met jer on sunday. 3. started work. n i wanna quit. 4. mambo-ed on wed with ching, prakrash n frens. special appearance! *winkwink* 5. cut my own hair at home. n ended up gg to the saloon to rescue it. what can i say. 6. kboxed with ching, peiyu n ruru. 7. supper with ruru n peiyu after. n ecp. home at near 5am. 8. oh ya. my korean dvds.
ok. that's my life. summarized.
countless msgs sent. alwiz hoping that there will be replies. and end up feeling disappointed. (most of the time)
total lost of control over emotions. crying myself to slp.
