oh. granddad, get well soon.
things haven been gd. in fact, hes getting worse. poor old him.
God, make him better ok? rid him of spreading bloodclots, headaches, giddiness.
its weird seeing such an active person to be confined to the bed. he's restless n temperamental. 1st time seeing him lose his temper. sighs. worried.
a wk ago. nearly got into an accident with a van. bet it was inches away b4 i ram into him. was using the phone. so my bad.
had flashes of tt incident for a couple of nights.
it was scary. n, things were really gg slow motion during the process jus lyk the movies.
talking abt movies, 2more papers n je sui tres libre!! =)=)
4days!!!
hooha!
nice steaks. superb satay!!! yumyum!!
elmo abandoned!
stupidly cute! *strangles*
heartache!!
i scratched my carcar while parking! arghh! stupid me!!!!
todays jus so unlucky. my friday the 13th.
got caught in the traffic this morn on the way to sch for biochem.
was late for 15mins.
n now this.
what's coming?
oh! i forgot to add!!!
to jade n jer: it's not MONICA!!
jade called it monica cuz it will be called monica cheng. but the prob is, my car is a hatchback!! it doesnt have an ass for people to carress!! so. NO I SAY NO! NOT MONICAA!!!
3down 3more to go! the pprs are ALL horrible! worse to come. HELP!!!
simply sweet =)
p.s. i love my carcar! since i dun hav a name for it, i shall jus call it carcar. isn't tt easier than cracking my brains to come up with a cool name. carcar is an awesome name!! lol.
i wish that time will come to a standstill
when i'm with you, darling.
Avril Lavigne - the best damn thing
Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that looks bad
Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see
That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing
that your eyes have ever seen
Alright Alright yeah
I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month
I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling
like their ex-girlfriend
But I found my hopes I found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see
That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen
Give me an A, always give me what I want
Give me a V, be very very good to me
R, are you gonna treat me right
I, I can put up a fight
Give me an L, let me hear you scream loud
One two three four
Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see
That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen
Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen =)
japan! here i comeee!!! in a month n 9days time!! =) whee
exams were n are gg to be.. atrocious, horrible, disgusting, nerve-racking..
dun mind Cs n Bs this sem. ha!
gd luck to those mugging!!
exams start today!!
wish me gd luckk! haha! need it so much!
on a more serious note,
i feel that all along, i m not close to some.
so i jus dun feel comfy when i m with the grp.
i mean i only enjoy the company of some but not the whole.
whatever. whether isit my disappearance act w or w/o reason. heck.
relationships are fragile.
wishing i didnt do wat i did. but too late.
mayb i seriously nd to grow up. think before rushing into things.
being unreasonable & always wanting things my way. definitely not the smartest move.
but i'm glad at least it didn't end with my rash rantings.
thank *u for understanding me so well.
love.
p.s. i love egg cakes! yum.
there are so many sometimes.
sometimes...
sometimes....
sometimes.....
forget it.
"there is
no fear in love; but
perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. but he who fears has not been made perfect in love."
1 John 3:18
not perfect. sorry.
though i speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, i have become as sounding brass or a clanging symbal.
and though i have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though i have all faith, so that i could remove all mountains, but have not love, i am nothing.
and though i bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though i give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing.
love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy;love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in truth;
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all thing.love never fails. but whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.
for we know in part and in part.
but whether which is perfect has come,then tat which is in part will be done away.
when i was a child, i spoke as a child, i thought as a child; but when i became a man, i put away childish things
from now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. now i know in part, then i shall know just as i also am known.
and now abide
faith,
hope,
love, these three; but the greatest of these is
love.
1 CORINTHIANS 13:1-13
can finally breathe alittle.
completed my hw portfolio, lab report(sorta), maths n french =)=)
but gotta start studying for exams. it's 7days away. gr8! the uprising pressure! but no action done to curb it! =x
well before tt, there's cbc112 test this coming tues. dun understand y the so many tests before the major exams!!!!!!!!!!
a bad feeling sinking in...........................................
i wished for a little more time with.......
i know i'm a damn noob at driving.
but i dun deserve to get
screamed at every min rite!
wat's more i havent driven for a zillion yrs like u did!
we r of different generations okkk!!
ONE of the conversationS went like this : -
me: daddy do we get out from this exit?
dad: yesyes. go out! GO OUT!! THIS ONE!! (points in the exit direction)
me: (driving in that direction) ok.
dad: NOT THIS ONE!! THE NEXT ONEE!!!! NEXT ONE!!
me: (turned right alil) huh. okok.
dad: U DIDNT LOOK BEFORE U TURN!!! (which i fucking did) SO DANGEROUS!! (my ass! there were't ANY cars!) if i m not here! U HAVE TO MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION!
me: if i knew i wldn't have asked u rite! u were the one who pointed there! FINE!!
dad: now face black again! people teaching you.....
me: (in my mind: yeah rite. teaching/screaming?! who in the right mind will smile sweetly to the one who screamed so fiercely at u)
get ur fat ass on a plane, go back to your dear taiwan!!
i m so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. i noe i m being disrespectful n all but forgive my ranting!!
birthday gathering for gummy! =)
another reason to meet up with the guides n scouts.
village for dinner @ heeren! with me, ching, gum, lettie, her bf, yunru, ber, bear, houston, weiliang, jason n keatmeng.
US! =)
drove to town! hee. with ching! my shifu! though i sorta didnt learn anithing in the end. return back the skills le! reached heeren earlier cuz we wanna shopped. bought gum's present. n my NUM bag!! omg! i so love this bagggg!!! =)
see!! ain't it pretty?! =) muacks!!
*someone jus rawks my world all the time!! rawks/rocky.. it's nice, jus looking at *him. =) muackmuacks!!
sighh. haven't been in the best of moods lately.
nice seeing *you again.
j'aime être avec *vous.
tired!! i need to slp!!!
life is indeed different without *u around me.
perhaps i've gotten to used to having *u being with me almost everyday.
depending, relying, thinking and missing.. not forgetting sticking..
my bed n pillows..
p.s. i got pizza craving NOW! my chicken royal pasta! my hawaiian pizzaa! my beefballs! my hut's platter!! the garlic bread!! the mushroomy soup!! all so yummy. kill me! sinful!!
